The wind is still blowing strong, though the sun is challenging it by being brighter. I love the peaceful feeling that oozes from me as I experience the changes of the challenges. As I entered from the security check I could see that all the world flags were flying high, soon the fountain place will be filled up with water, and wild ducks will call this place home once again.I smiled as I breathe in all these beauties, and yes I realized that I don’t care about a lot of things now. I realized that after all fairness is such a lonely word. I don’t care if every door we entered, only lead us to another frustrating loop, I don’t care if my language sounds so alien to them, and they keep on rolling their eyes at me, I don’t care if they put me on hold for half an hour, just to get someone to answer my question. I thank the Lord for four beautiful children and a wonderful husband.
Should I even bother to keep on fighting for world peace, when my siblings are still at each others’ throat? Should I still be worried about how life has taken a turn for you, when you choose to close the link? Should I try to analyze what exactly has gone wrong between us, when you have long forgotten me? Should I still stay awake in the middle of the night, wondering how bitchy the bitches are? I don’t care anymore, I don’t even want to know, I thank the Lord for four beautiful children and a wonderful husband.
Every dog will have its day, so they say, but the truth is I have too many days, and I simply don’t care anymore, I don’t even care if you are not answering my emails, why should I?
I thank the Lord for four beautiful children and a wonderful husband.
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