Erntedankfest (Harvest Festival)

Game City

It has been raining nonstop since Saturday, nothing much we can do when the weather is like that. However, quality time will always have to be quality time. We did manage to have a good walk together despite Chef Diva swearing under her breath because of the cold and very strong wind on Saturday.

On Sunday, I promised hubby and Chef Diva that I will go with them to the Game City, but they will have to let me watch F1 first. My little angel is not fussing about anything as she was busy with her homework.

I kept to my promise and despite the rain, wind and cold we all went to the Game City. As usually this is not the kind of place that interests me, but what’s more important is that the three of them had fun. I have to literally pull them out of the Game City in order to go home.

Huh……………………….!!!!!

Remedy For Revenge

Last night I jolted up from my sleep by the sound of a reminder alarm from hubby’s phone, plus his snoring, plus my terrible backache. Lately each time I have my period instead of the normal stomach cramps, I will be attacked with unbearable backache.

I don’t know what time it was but I could not go back to sleep no matter how many cows I started to count. Finally I realized that I was thinking of all the commotion of nuclear power, thinking of how poor the commonwealth preparation was going on in India, thinking of what my medic princess is doing at the moment, thinking of my father’s health condition, thinking of my sister’s chemo, thinking of adorable Schnappi, and thinking and thinking.

I wanted to on the TV but this will only annoy my snoring man, so I just lay in bed on my side hoping to elevate the pain on my back, nothing seemed to work, I was too lazy to get up and swallow a pain killer. Hence, in the darkness of the autumn night I was holding the weight of the world on my shoulder, and being so irritated by the sound of the reminder alarm on hubby’s phone. For a moment I wanted to grab the phone and just throw it against the wall, or take the pillow and suffocate hubby till he stopped snoring.

Calming myself down I decided to say some supplication, from the normal twenty one that was tought to me by my grandma to I don’t know what else I was mixing in my head, which end up with me singing to the tune of Airplane. Having period at this old age really makes my system go bonkers, I cannot remember how I finally fell asleep again, but I was later awaken by the smell of food which could only mean that Chef Diva is getting ready to go to work.

For tonight I am thinking of sleeping in the hall with my ear plugs on and the heater on at full blast; how’s that for a remedy of revenge?

That Funny Man

As we passed this man last Sunday on the way to our evening coffee, we were curious on why he was standing so still and doing nothing. After observing him for more than five minutes I decided to put some coins on the plate in front of the umbrella.

Before I can even turn to go back to where we were standing, music suddenly came from under the umbrella, and he was doing all sorts of funny movements. We thought he was so funny, but he immediately stopped again, as soon as he has done the 50 cents worth of movement. By then some crowds were already gathering around, seeing no one putting any coins, and he was really making us laugh, we thought why not and started adding some more coins, and yeah he starts doing his silly funny movements again.

We laughed and laughed so much, so were the other audience. After a third time giving him coins, he suddenly stopped and took out a piece of paper and handed it over to hubby. We have no clue what was written on the paper, but assumed that we have got his signature.

People will do anything for a living, this one was really hilarious. But then again who knows may be someday he will be greater than MJ, and he he he he ………. we got his autograph already.

We Are Seven

When we first met little that did we know that we will be already celebrating seven years together and still counting. It was just mere friendship in the beginning, nothing was to be said, as we both know that friends do not have any significant role in our life.

We were both busy with our own life then, me a single mother of four, working my butt off just to give a meaning of quality life to my kids, while he was the young single man enjoying life in its many splendors. What started as a first hello, and some exchange of emails, continued to more regular emails, meeting whenever we can and phone calls.

After a while it seemed strange if we do not report to each other our day to day happenings, it became stranger if we forgot to email or call. Later we started to ignore all other friends and were just hurrying home to be in front of our computers so that we can have longer conversations, we realized that damn…………. We are actually missing each other.

What follows afterward was history, today we are here still together when the world only gave us one year before we dump each other, so far……………….. he he he we proved them wrong.

I cannot thank him more than words can express, he accepted me as I am with the trailer of kids and all. He was never judgmental of me, we don’t have much money to travel the world or to get us what we always wanted, but we have us, and we made a promise to always put the kids’ interests before us.

We dream one day to have a small house with a little garden, at the moment this is still far fetched as we have more pressing commitments, but hey, who’s complaining? We thank the Lord for each snuggling moment that we have, and all the laughter that could almost make us silly always.

Thank you honey for a blissful seven years together.

What Do You Feed Him With?

Many things happened recently, I really don’t know where to give my focus its priority. However, one thing sure keeps me thinking a lot, wondering if this is the reason why something happened.

All I want to say is that be careful with what you feed your husband with. Remember that whatever we consume will go to our body and will make us what we are, be it good, bad, healthy or otherwise. There are some women, wives, partners, and girlfriends etc, who in desperate need will not hesitate to feed their men with dirty filthy things.

They will go to a medium who will do all the hocus pocus requesting them to feed their men with such things as their ear wax, their menstruating blood, scrapes of their finger nails, and many others. It was victory for the women because their men will bow down to them, even mother in laws will do this to their sons in laws, in favor of their daughters.

When your men suddenly become ill, become stupid, or lost their senses, then you put the blame on others for all the mishaps but your own self. I have seen many men who got so terminally ill because they were fed with things that are not even meant for the drain and trash.

Please think and be careful with what you are feeding your men with and you can only be the one answerable for his situation, be it now or later.

Gaga's Little Monster

Her concert is finally here, it was only advertised like twice or three times on the local TV station. I keep telling myself that I will not miss her concert for the world, I have to go, I must, no matter what.

However, I will not go for the concert if I have to stand as the crowd might be a bit too much for me, and I too don’t like closed up areas with loads of murmuring people. I can get sick and scared immediately.

The seats cost a bomb, yeah but I don’t want to miss this opportunity for the concert. What I did was to put away whatever I can to save for the tickets, each time I have some money, and viewing the tickets online only showed that all the seats were bought.

Not one to give up, yesterday I begged hubby to take me to where the concert hall is located. I will not be able to find that on my own, but hubby’s bimbo bitch on the GPS helped him find the place.

There were only 2 last seated tickets available; one was in row 6 and the other in row 11. I begged and begged hubby to come with me, even if it means that we will not be sitting together, and after the counter lady convinced him that he can still have easy access to me despite the different rows, we bought the tickets.

Gaga, your little monster is coming to you……………….. mwahahahaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let Us All Pray

When the Lord comes tapping on your shoulder, do not fret or shudder away. Hold His hands and let Him lead you to the path that you have long forgotten. Let Him engulf you in His loving arms.

Often people do not realize that when they fall and feel the pain that the Lord is actually just testing us. He does not want us to fall forever without embracing Him and opening our hearts to Him. We often lament and ask `why me?’ Lamenting like a lost sheep, with no route to return to will make you a destructed person forever. No one should leave this world without holding the Lord’s hands.

There were times that the Lord will take and hide the sun away from us. He befalls upon us thunderstorms, lightning and heavy rain, we get scared, we fear that the sun will be gone forever, we are afraid that the rain will drown us, we hide from the lighting for fear of its bolts, and we are not shy to blame the Lord for taking the sun for a while. Little we know that the Lord is building us a rainbow, so that we can mesmerize in its bountiful beauty.

Let us all pray for an inner peace and stop congregating with the beast.

p/s: the praying hands was drawn by my little angel

Go Get A Life

Honestly I think some people talk too much, listen too little, glamorize themselves for no fucking reason, hang their smelly laundry for public sympathy, and forget to do a self check, and do you know what CNN aclaimed psychologist termed this group of people? Here you go……………………… emotionally detached. Sad ain’t they?

And if you don’t know what emotionally detached means, my advise to you would be go die. Stop embarrassing yourself and yeah stop embarrassing the community with your proclaimed innocence, angelic, quite behavior. No one is buying that anymore. It is always nice of you to point your finger at other people to cover your demeanor but remember 100 more fingers are pointing at you for the same or worse reasons.

Go get a life, or go for a brain check, or ok go die again.

My Heart Flutters

As I was walking home today, and enjoying the once in a while nice weather, with the strong wind blowing my hair all over my face, and clutching hard to my thin cardigan, I can’t help but notice a small blond boy.

He was adorable, dressed in a blue long sleeved checkered shirt, with brown pants and a white sport shoes. He was walking by himself while his mom walked attentively next to him. As I was approaching him he held out his tiny hand to me, I melted and immediately held his hand and bent down to kiss it. He chuckled but not letting go of my hand, his mother just watched us and smiled.

My heart flutters as I can only imagine you Schnappi, do you also chuckle like this adorable little boy. Will you also enjoy the strong wind, though it might be pushing your tiny body hard at times? As I kissed his hand a last kiss, I ruffled his beautiful blond hair, and pray to the Lord for Him to bless this innocent life.

Where are you Schnappi? I wonder if you will ever know me but fear not Schnappi for my love to you is unconditional.

All I Ask Of You

Don’t ask me why because I have already exhausted all my answers, but put yourself in my shoes and feel what I was and am still feeling. It is not a feeling of remorse rather it is a feeling of better to leave the sleeping dogs lie. I owe no one any explanation neither do I need anyone to explain anything to me.

Whatever happened happened for a reason, like many I went through much turbulence in my past and present life, but if you were to ask me what do I look back and regret, my answer will be nil. I believe that if you hold regrets then you are bound to repeat the same mistake again, and continue living in the past.

I forgive very easily but yes I never ever forget, and this is the reason why I choose to bury a lot of memories and let them rest in peace in many unmarked graves. Was I ever bitter or haunted of memories past? No, Not at all.

All I ask of you please just leave me alone

Star Wars Encounter

When Yoda and the gang comes calling, there can be no better person to join them in their march. Look at hubby grinning from ear to ear with the Star Wars encounter.

Inception

Second day of Eid, we decided to go to Millennium city for bowling and also because my little angel and I were craving to eat ‘nasi lemak, and curry ‘laksa’ respectively. We left the house in time to arrive for a late lunch, boy were we disappointed? The only restaurant from ‘boleh’ land has ceased business.

Out of frustration nothing else appeals to my appetite while hubby and Chef Diva went direct to Burger King, my little angel and I reluctantly went to a Mongolian stall that serves no pork at all, nonetheless they never carry the ‘halal’ sign here. She opted for seafood tomyam, and I settled for soft tofu with salad.

The mood to go bowling also went down together with the sad realization that we will not get to eat some local delicacies here anymore. After smelling the computer and electronic shop, which nearly ended with me buying another Ipad, we all decided that we will go for a movie instead. Since Millennium city holds no more excitement for me at least, we went back to the English cinema that was not too far from our house.

All of us agreed on Inception, it was a splendid choice. Everyone enjoyed the movie and afterwards we walked home to savor in the ever so rare good weather. Everybody was just talking and talking and talking on the excitement of inception and given a choice, yes, we all will watch it again.

This is life; you don’t know what will bring back a smile on your face. For the second day of Eid, we know it was Inception.