A Message

A message to you my dear siblings, family and children.

Take off your mask and be truthful for 

Allah knows what's in your heart.

I'm no longer impress.

Someday

Hey there blog

I have not been here a fair bit. No worries, I’m still around. Been on a roller-coaster of my medical situation, of which I don’t think will stop rumbling anytime soon. But…… I’m good.

Live and let live till your time is up.

Wake Up

Straighten yourself, stand in front of the mirror and look hard at the reflection in the mirror. Are you not thankful of what you are today? Are you that miserable? Have you got no focus in your life?  Please buckle up before it is too late, before I decided that I should not let your bullying kill me.  Please do not wait for the day when I confronted you with "Enough is Enough."

Be thankful for every day that I love you, for every moment that I care for you, for every seconds that I still think of you.  Go through your mental list for the day and be grateful.  You have to learn about being gratitude, as only gratitude will help you go through the rough times.

Wake up and focus on thankfulness.

The Best Way To Heal

I still don't believe all the things that I have seen, I still don't believe from all of them, you could be the one who breaks my heart the most.  I still don't believe that from an angel you could be a devil.  I still don't believe all the things that you are talking and saying about me.  I still don't believe that you can be such a liar, a manipulator, etc.  I thought I raised you well, I thought I have given you all the bad examples to stay clear from, I thought I could trust you.  I was blinded by your innocent.

You broke my heart, I want you to know that and I will take this to my grave.

Honey, you were right when you told me that "no good deed goes unpunished."

A Turkish Wedding

We were invited to a Turkish wedding in late June this year.  It was a very funky wedding, very noisy, and loads of people.  The food was all Turkish and nothing that I liked much, but the mother was a very good host. The wedding was not something that the parents of bride condone, therefore only the mother was there to give support to her daughter.  It was sad, indeed very sad when your own daughter could not see what you as a mother could see in her choice of man.  

The wedding was in my opinion not conforming to our belief, I do not wish for any of my daughters to have a wedding like this.

I wish both the groom and the bride many happy years ahead.