I am trying to understand, and still find it impossible to understand, how my name often ends up in the mouths of people that I don't even know, and never spoken to in any day of my life.
Life is strange, but people are nasty. Therefore, strange is nothing.
Study me as much as you like, you will never know me, for I differ a hundred ways from what you see me to be. Put yourself behind my eyes and see me as I see myself, for I have chosen to dwell in a place you cannot see - Rumi
Your words thrown freely at me
As though I'm deaf,
As though I'm dead,
As though I'm nothing,
As though I'm without feelings.
It hurts me
More than you can imagine
More than I can express
More than words can describe
More than the tears that I hold back
You treated me
Like a wasted being
Like a leopard without spots
Like a rainbow without colors
Like a night without the moon
Why me?
Because you know I love you
Because you know I'm very forgiving
Because you know I'm not nasty
Because you know I'll never stop praying for you
Above all, because you know a mother's love conquered even the deepest of darkness in your heart.
May Allah Swt forgive you and keep you safe always.
