Stupid Grid Girls

Watching F1 today, I noticed that all the audience, the crews and almost all normal people are thickly dressed. This of course taking into consideration the season in Korea at the moment; and with the anticipation of strong winds and showers.

However, I cannot help to comment on how the grid girls were dressed or how undressed they were. Can some women be that stupid? Really, how do they overcome the chilling winds, or are they that dumb that nothing else matters, except the showing off of their flesh. I think they also forgot that F1 is about skill driving, the quality of the cars, the technical know-how, the creativity of designing machine and everything smart, no one is interested in stupid grid girls.

For heaven sake, can you please keep it real?

Nothing From Rebung

 

Fifty years ago on April 12, 1961, Russian cosmonaut Yuri Gagarin became the first human to journey into outer space, ushering in the era of human spaceflight.  He is now being recognized with a bronze statue placed in a small corner of a building, where hubby is being employed.

 

 

 

 

 

 Space food, amazing and interesting but nothing from Rebung ok, may be next time when travelling to space have more meaning to boleh land then just free loading

Miss You, Missing You

 

 

You leave yet again

I hate the time you will be away from me

I don’t like the hours different between us

I dislike the nights without you next to me

I dislike the days without you too

Bye my dearest of friends

Bye my loving hubby

Bye my pillar of strength

Bye my one and only

Trust me I am counting the moment when you will be here again

I miss you, missing you and will be missing you more

Worse Than Chambered Nautilus

Chef Diva accompanied me for my therapy today; sometimes I don’t feel like continuing on with the rest of the therapy, but then what the heck? A little bit of pain here and there is good for me.  At least I know I am still alive, struggling with the pain energize me too and it helps me to appreciate everything that I am having and had had.

I know I can overcome the obstacle, it justifies the purpose of living, rejuvenated the desire to be a better person, and springboard into the future.  Who said life is easy, it might be short and interesting but easy no, not at all.  The circle that I am going through is yet to be completed, regrets I had them but that does not mean I cannot weather the challenge of getting better.  Looking forward to the last day of therapy on Friday, as much as I love the massage, I simply don’t like the Munari.

Funny how pain has a structure of its own, a total development, a refine architecture cemented with a monument of physical and mental strength, however its floor plan is not my own design.  Thus, I associated pain with so much of intricateness, it is worse than describing the chambered nautilus.  Pain is so black, so dark, so deep, that I wish I could leave its mysteries untouched.

I will not be in denial and exist like a zombie, pain make it real.

Ayurveda And Ducky

Last night like many nights of late, I could not sleep for long hours. It is a routine now for me to wake up around 3 am in the morning. It is making me crazy, not enough sleep is just so torturing, but not being able to sleep on your left or right or on your back is worse. I realized that every nerve in my body that can thrill me with pleasure is now oozing out agonizing pain.

Today, again, I walked the short distance to the hospital in the strong cold morning wind, everyone was dressed in their sleeping bag, the weather is not helping my eagerness to go for my massage and Munari therapy. Half way through, I could not feel my nose already, and surprisingly I was grumbling under my breath that the whole therapy thing is not doing much to me, last Friday the results of the therapy left me almost bedridden. The tingling muscle spasm plus the burning sensation was beyond it. I still refuse to take any pain killer; this time around I didn't even take the Panadol. I believe the Lord is testing me.

I kept telling myself, “you are good, you are good, and the Lord loves you”, I busied myself by cooking, yes cooking does take my mind away from the pain, even if it was only my own disillusioned mind telling me so. I cooked us “lontong” and also baked us a cake, everyone was happy and that was good for me.

These are among the symptoms of my Sclerosis now:
Loss of balance
Painful muscle spasms
Sudden pain when doing long walking from spine area to the whole of right leg and arm
Tingling, crawling, and burning feeling in my arms
Dizziness and balance problems at times
My eyesight is becoming worse

I read somewhere that Ayurveda might be a solution to my agony. Going through the internet I discovered a couple of reputable hospitals in Kerala, India and I am so tempted to go there for treatment. I believe that whatever is wrong with me is just a matter of the mind, and having some information about Ayurveda and conventional treatment, I am confident that this will be an answer to my prolonged matter of the mind.

In Ayurveda Literature, it was documented that the symptoms that I have can be managed effectively with the adoptions of biological requirement life style, dietary habits as well as dietary stuff. It can be treated with the help of herbal food supplements and Ayurveda medicines.

I am game for it, just checking my ducky bank if I could afford it yet.