Dearest SisLife is not about waiting for the storm to pass……………….. It is about learning to dance in the rain (Vivian Greene), I know it is easier said than done. You have gone through alot in such a short span of time, but who will ever imagine that life will take its turning when no one expected it to.
You have the right to your meltdowns, cry as much as you want, shout as loud as your voice can go, curse as heavy as your tounge could carry, just go do whatever you want, you have the right to do everything and nothing. I will stand by you.
I have seen one too many champs to ignore all the telltale signs that you are going through now. It is hard indeed pretty hard to be calm when your mind is playing the producer and director of a horror movie with an ending that your body is not willing to act upon. You get confused all the time, as the character in the play change from the good heroine to the nasty bitch that everyone loves to hate, but you have the right and I will stand by you.
Your feeling of hopelessness can take you off the track, it can blow you out of control, this is because your taste buds are not tasting anything that you eat, and your body is behaving so badly that treatment after treatment is derailng it more out of motion than to the destination of your anticipated results. Don’t be afraid as this is just the beginning of a new episode and adjusting takes time. Curse each time your body is not listening to your mind. I will stand by you.
It is important for you to know that the road ahead will still be a bit bumpy as you travel on inconveniently, having to accept all the messy experimental testing, drugs , and consultation after consultation. Some of these may be good for you and some may be bad, but please walk on strong and steady. I will stand by you.
We will dance in the rain together and laugh till tears run down and be coherent with the rain drops, this I promise you.
Just don’t be afraid because I will always stand by you.
1 comment:
beautiful.
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