Cancer Is Not A Death Sentence

Having cancer is not a death sentence. I am a much happier and content person now. Everything around me has new meaning, whatever is negative I would happily ignored them and move on with my live. Family and friends can be inspirational but some can just be hypocrites and a real pain in the neck. I realized over the period of being diagnosed who I can relied on and who will just come around to be sniffers of stories. I learned a lot and become immediately more mature in my understanding of being a cancer patient. Life is good, Alhamdulillah.

May Allah’s guidance be with me always.

 

 

I Love Being Tokma

I got the opportunity to be a real grandma to my cousin's beautiful boys recently, and I'm looking forward to this opportunity again.  Please come back for a longer stay.  Missing you two so much and thinking of you always

 Jonas getting a lot better after a very high fever, finally in the mood to play with Abang again

 Let's do duck face

 or whatever faces.............. he he he

 Ice pack to sooth the swell on his forehead

 This really breaks my heart

 Another American chocolate cake ............ let me spoiled you (don't tell mama) 

 he he he.......... look at that jealous face

yea baby.... this swing is made for three

It Is Not A Hobby

If you want to get married, marry someone with Iman, God fearing, good conduct and behavior, good brain and position, don’t just grab someone that is so easily available like excess stuff in an evening market. Marriage and motherhood is not a hobby or fashionable, it is a commitment with responsibilities. If you treat those two as a hobby, miseries will be waiting for you. No one can be that desperate in life.

The Sky's The Limit

If that's your choice go for it. I don't care anymore. You think you own the world now, so be it. I can only wish you all the best. Life is about living for me now, and any other subject that could bring me down, stress me or be too bothersome, I tried my very best to bury them deeper than my own grave will be one day. Please don't turn to me one day to just hear me saying "I told you so" because I think I have said these words too often. 

The sky's the limit, go and follow your heart because you know you can, because you know I have done the best I could, because you know I am giving up on everything that is no longer important in my life.

There's Always A Child In Us

Universal Studios Singapore

 Contemplating before the push

 Trying very hard to push him to challenge the water

 He was too strong for me

 Come on

It was all fun and yes I was wet

  The real baby ...... Mikhail

A happy Tokma